I guessI guess you're just another picture perfect moment in a dark and stormy sky. I don't know why I bother anymore, it seems it was all just a lie. Between what you say and what you do, I don't know what to believe. I can't bare to be near you but I just can't stay away, your words are what get me through the day. I know what I want, and I know I don't have the guts to take it. I want to take the risk but know I can't get through this without you by my side. I need to keep my feet on the ground but just can't seem to get my head out of the sky. So I am asking you what do I have to do, for you to sit and talk all this through. I need to know what is going on, I'm craving the truth.
of another mindDeep in the dark, where the monsters playShadowy crevices where the guilt hides awayA place where the blood runs free and the blades are dullI find a quiet satisfaction which allows my emotions to lullI am quietI am plainI live my life in appreciative painMy friends are all sliver, black or redLetting me quit these thought in my headI play strong but really am weakNo longer is there comfort if I sit and weepFor the release that I seek comes only in redFlowing from wrists, ankles and legsA steady tide to which I control the ebb and flowThis solemn addiction does nothing but growI am hooked on life when it runs from these woundsI wish that you could understand but I know thatWont happen any time soon
a perfect dawnFlitting silhouettes in the pastel skySweet morning chorus, birds flying highA lone sparrow darts after a stray mothThe last of the Roo's hastily jumps offSmoke tendrils drifting from a cabin in the hillsWatching the sunrise across the valley one's soul fillsPale gold light showering the frosty groundA perfect harmony of peaceful bush soundEndless blue sky as far as the eye can seeAnd as yet the only ones watchingare you and meMisty blue green hills in the clear cold dawnWire strung fences a barren land forlornJutting rocky outcrops meet the birds in the airDrifting and soaring on the eddies and currents as they dareHorizon to horizon, it's bush all the wayEarly morning travelers careful not to strayThe smell of civilization wafting on the slight breezeEarly risers watching at ease,A shimmering heat haze will soon light the wayWhat a wonderful way to start yet another beautiful day
pretty boy bluePretty boy blue, she's hung up on youPaint on her nails and color in her hairAnd you just act like you don't careWhat would you do if she knewThat you're hung up on her tooPretty boy blue, now what do you doShe just can't keep her eyes off youAnd you just act like you don't careWhat would you do if she knewThat you're hung up on her tooPretty boy blue, she's staring at youFluttering eyes and kissing goodbyesYou just can't act like you don't careWhat would you do if she knewThat you're hung up on her tooPretty boy blue, you tell her, doThat you're hung up on her too
bittersweet catastropheBittersweet catastrophe, look what you have made of me.From the heavens and stars above I see.I see you laugh, I see you cry,I see you falling slowly with the passing of time.I know the truth but I cannot speakI know of your sorrow yet do not weepI know how much it hurtsI know how long it takes to fadeI know how much it mars youI know how you wish it would go awayYet love is a never ending battle that we are all trapped inOne day maybe you will find yourself and let love in.
not always prettyBecause not everything is pretty in a world of shattered glass!Secrets hidden and memories past, all forgotten and lost at last!I lie awake at night or lost in a dreamless sleepEverything still haunts me these memories too deepNeither concussed nor confused yet I still do not knowWhat else can I do other than let it flow (let it flow)This crimson river is raging deep inside my mindI can't do anything to stop myself, my blades I do findWith tear stained sheets and blood covered handsI ask "Why is it that I keep giving in to these demands?"
Thoughts of YouAs I lay me down to sleep thoughts of you can't help but creepDeep inside my mind they hide just waiting, time they do abideForever mystical and enchanted, this love potion just decantedI feel you a million miles away, your smile like the golden raysAlways locked within my head, thoughts of you are never deadOur heat beats synchronized, an endless flutter kept mesmerizedThought and motion tuned to time, feelings of you are sublimeDesire locked away as secrets I do keep, seeing you I do weep For this love is unrequited, my young soul now forever bittered
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